“Loneliness does not come from having no people around you, but from being unable to communicate the things that seem important to you.”
I feel this every time I try to express myself and fail to make enough sense that they won’t come back with simplified solutions. If you really understood what I was saying then you wouldn’t think it could be solved in such a simple way. But of course, it turns into it being my fault for feeling and taking in the information as I do. This ultimately results in there being no solution until I change my ways and become a better person. I have to be the one to step outside of myself or put myself out there merely for the comfort of others instead of meeting halfway…instead of exchanging wits and discussing things like I know is extremely possible. Why must I face my fears while you hide behind your mask? Why must I bare it all on the table to make sense and you merely observe? What is friendship these days? I need a friend who understands me and this is so painful to admit especially in the place I’m at in my life. Conditions haven’t gotten worse but people keep wondering whats my problem or my issue. I can’t accept that this is entirely my fault but sometimes I find myself wondering if maybe it really is my fault.. Maybe it is me and that is completely debilitating to my entire being. I can’t…
but sometimes when I feel lonely, I feel betrayed.
if i gave birth to a black boy and spent a good 18 to 20 something years of my life raising, loving, and feeding him and i heard or read him saying some shit about ‘fuck black girls’ ‘dark skin bitches are roaches’ and/or ‘i can’t date a black chick’ on sight im ending him. i would feel like such a failure… to raise such a degenerate?? i wouldn’t be able to go on. i would personally feel disrespected.
All the Hangover movies (and movies like it) to me are an accurate depiction of how white boys can do so much illegal and unethical shit and still walk away with a clean slate
And have happy endings.
I’m listening to music and every dancing gif I see appears to be dancing to the same beat…its like we’re having a listening party ^_^